Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Unnamed 0

I don't mind that I can't sing,
Can’t carry a tune;
I don't mind that I can't dance,
I don't mind that I don't smile;
The last I laughed was months ago
Though it seems like years.
I don't mind the falling hair,
My hands more bone than flesh;
I don't mind the headaches,
The bitter nausea in my mouth;
I don't mind the blurry vision,
The fact I can't quite hear;
I don't mind that I don't mind
Or can't remember who I am;
I don't mind the pain when I think of you,
Mistakes I've made so gross they trade their place with me;
I don't mind the job,
I don't mind the wage;
I don't mind the small bedroom
Covered in dust and ruins;
I don't mind the politics,
I don't mind the ban;
I don't mind the music,
I don't mind that I don't write anymore,
I don't mind that I'll never know or find out,
I don't mind the fright,
I don't mind the quiet,
I don't mind the noise,
I don't mind the voices in my head
No, I don't mind at all
They say there is a meaning
They say they call it love
But I don't mind believing
That there never was.